It's stupid, i get upset over a lot of things which i always find it ridiculous the next day when i wake up. It's so dumb to say that i do not have best friends, but a lot of times i don't bother to open up and tell them my thinkings. After yesterday's drama, i can really feel the care and concern from my two ING (tING, pING). I'm just too paranoid over small things, schizophrenia is so me.
And the nice-girlfriend-to-be days has to restart counting again, it's back to day one now, because i lost control yesterday night and succumbed to miss paranoid. It's okay, as long as I'm still trying and i want to assure myself that this time round i will put in more effort. Today started off really bad, 3rd day of period, cramps immediately after i bathed and trying to get ready to meet Calvell. bad hair day adds on and i could only meet up with him about 2 hours later than the agreed time. I'm very sorry that I'm always late. Despite the lousy mood that menses caused me, it was a really sweet and nice, loving evening with Calvell. We had dinner, caught Ratatoullie and packed "ke kou wei" into Grand Cathay. The movie is totally awesome, love remy the rat and after watching it, it makes me want to master cookery. Its really nice catching movie on a lazy evening with you zehzhanyu. (:
And and... i got a new pair of flip-flops and one box of Ferrero Rocher in 5's. THANK YOU SO MUCH Mr.Zeh, love you to the max, haha.
JIAYOU tohlinghui.
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