Seeking

I'm sorry that i had mood swing this afternoon again, sometimes it's just really uncontrollable. but i got better upon hearing zehzhanyu's voice, its like some healing water that soothes the unpleasant mood. This afternoon passes by really slowly and draggy, just when i thought of watching ANTM over the internet, ting text asking me to accompany her for dinner and hang out a little while.

Waited for her a little while before we head to food court where she had her dinner after which i have this sudden craving of drinking sweet talk. This time round i decided to take a risk by ordering Oreo chocolate (I've always been ordering Mango Ice blended, i don't really like changes especially when i'm already comfortable and secure). It wasn't that bad but maybe if the chocolate was thicker, it would be heavenly, and we make our way to a small park. Guess who i met? The Chia family, not calvell chia but chia keifoong, chia keibei and their dad, in the car. Bei bei is hella cuteeeeeeeeeeee and i feel like asking him to do the usual to me (a big hug and a peck on my cheek), but shy lah, his dad was there. And he was sobbing away in the baby car seat which i have no idea why, still adorable though. hahhaa. Oh and Kei foong look like a grown up sitting in the front seat, he sure has the big brother look. They were basically waiting for their mom to get some groceries before heading to their uncle's house.We talked awhile and i left with ting to the park.

It was a nice heart to heart talk with her and without fail, she always inspires me, urm more like motivates me actually. Again, we talked about a lot of stuffs and we go... "Ya.. that's right, that's how i feel too." What i'm trying to say is, many a times she's the only one who can fully understand how i feel, maybe we grew up together since young? We shared many stories, at that point of time when we were sitting under the pavilion (modern ones of course) chatting away, i was inspired to write a play about our lives. I could titled it "seeking", all of us are searching, building paths for our future. Not only paths, but we're forever seeking for something in life, be it an aim, goal, dream, philosophy, love,friends, wealth, or even to the extend of something small like seeking for a pair of shoes that fits you. And at this age, it's very common to feel lost and confused, we need to seek security. That's what a lot of us are feeling actually. I'm very inspired to write a play or do a short film on it, but well... say only luh. hahahha.

And today, i found new paths which i can pursue, let it be an alternative or whatsoever, i'm just glad that when one door closes, there's still many other opportunities waiting for me to discover. It's a good thing. All these paths and things that we're seeking is what gives meaning to our life.

Everyone needs a best friend.