First off, i was a complete loner in class today. Got to class early and apparently only faci and 3 other classmates has reached. Upon entering i thought i could like clique with them because Klarie (i'm not sure it this the way to spell) smiled and you know.. seems friendly and everything. Then, slowly more people starts to stroll in and the best part is.. none came to sit at the table where i was sitting. Simply because they already know each other from previous class, previous previous class... whatever. Like hello, am i invisible or something? Can't they be more sensitive about the rest of the people in class, it's not always so lucky that you get to be in the same class as your own friends, and very unfortunately, i got none on the first day of school. And after what seems like 500 years, i'm still sitting alone, whining to the girls (min,char,jc,meihui,en,yan,glo) and calvell (though i very much didn't want to disturb him during lesson). Putra came in (of course i didn't know his name at first), sat with me and SILENCE. It's quite awkward, i feel so uneasy not talking to anyone when everyone else are busy talking- loudly.
Even though faci grouped us, which means now my team has 55 members including me, i feel so out of place. Try being me today and you'll understand how i feel. Break time is like some long waited celebration as i can finally get away from this dreadful place. Its really comforting when i see familiar faces in canteen, Cynthia was the first and she shouted out for me. It's really comforting even though i'm not close with her. And the short time I spent with calvell during breakout does perk me up quite a bit. Oh and the small gathering outside corridor with the few girls too.
So, did group work, get the ppt done and all. Did talk to a few people like putra, chia hao, shanah and airifah and that ends my first day of sem 2, i'm glad it ended.
I'm so lazy to blog further, goodbye.
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