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Today, i came to realise that i have always been the person whereby people cheer me up and not the one cheering others up. Okay, i mean most of the time, and i was at a loss when this incident happened this afternoon. I was loss for words, actions. As motionless as a roadside lamp. Especially, that person is someone holding such an important place in your heart. At that particular moment, i just feel so dumbfounded by the fact that im not capable of doing anything to cheer up someone when i have to.

Its been awhile since i last venture out on my own, visiting the places i use to frequent and waste the whole afternoon away. oh ya, rainy days never fail to make one ponders a lot, all the oh-my-god-why-are-you-thinking-about-all-these kinda stuffs also gushed into my mind unknowingly. you're right, im emo now. i think its good to be emo sometimes, you think about stuffs, you ponder, you wonder and uh-huh, you have an answer. Though most of the times i'll just probably think and that's it. never mind about that, i think i got to go.

tata. (: