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AHHHHHH an ant just crawled up my arm and i killed it with a slap on my arm instead of flicking it away with my fingers (wad i usually do). This is so unnecessary i know, but im feeling very terrible now, i could make a big fuss out of the slightest thing.

I made her cry.
I wanted so much to tell her what im doing, where i'm going
i never have a chance to explain, or maybe i did have the chance to
but no longer the urge to whenever she bombards me with awful words.
i made her cry.
we're drifting further away from each other
i begin to doubt my understanding,
on what this 6 letters word that begins with a 'm'
i made her cry.
i swear i don't mean it
and i swear i don't want it.
WAKE UP you fool, the obedient me shouted.
i made her cry
today.
And will never make her cry again.

Anyway, on a lighter note. Despite my stomach spinning the whole night ytd, i had a large dosage of fun and laughter with zehzhanyu. supper at lao pa sat and sang so much that i can feel my throat burning alrdy, but it was really fun singing with you. =D


LAAAAAAAaa~

hmm.. who actually came up with the idea that the word happy must be spelled as H-A-P-P-Y, pronounced as HA-PPY and it means happy? Why can't it be BIPPY or TIPPY or even YIPPY (which sounds more happy)? The same goes for SAD or any other words that describe emotions. I wonder..


if i could, i would.

gotstogo, blog soon. (: