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The strap of my adidas watch is broken. PFFT!

So here i am sitting in front of the computer, stacks of books and papers on my bed, bags all over, its making me feeling vexed and irritated. Because i'm pondering what i want to be in 3 years time. Still remember it was last October that i withdrawn from ngeeann, and now its already been a year. How time flies! Im starting to feel scared entering adulthood, i don't know what im capapble of doing in the future. I wish i am talented in something, at least i know what i can specialise in. SIGH!

Then, the room seems extraodinarily silent when i stop thinking. Took a huge glup of chamomile tea, i should be turning in now actually. im frighten, frighten by the fact that im not good at anything, that, when 3 years has passed and im still good at nothing! I need some sleep, temporary running away from this dreadful thinking i have tonight.
off to bed, goodnight world.


i miss those days. <3