These few days were no good for me. Sponge's bdae party was off as sadiq can't get anyone to replace him on fri. In the end syawzan and sadiq met up with him in the afternoon, while i was working. After which Sponge waited for me to knocked off and we head to Bugis's Siam Kitchen for dinner. My treat. (ain't he a lucky man?) The buffet was really attractive but was quite disappointing that the portion given was pathetic. However, you can order as many times as u wish, cus its a buffet. lols. and you add $1.99 to get free flow of ice lemon tea. The Tom Yam soup is good, i like the green curry, fish, prawns and the lemongrass chicken. We ordered a lot, @ the end of the meal.. my stomach was so bloated that i couldn't walk, i could even feel that the food moving in me when i walk. Total cost: $50.70.
We strolled ard bugis and esplanade before he sent me home. The saddest thing is that the plan didnt turn out to be wad i wanted it to. But its alright.
Within this two wks, i job hopped a lot. My life now is pretty chaotic. Sponge and i are drifting apart, frens were all busy with their work or school. i can't get a proper job. (As in proper to me. Guess im too choosy and fickle-minded.) Somehow, "how to be a brand new you", "how to make your relationship stronger" kind of books seems to interest me now. -SIGHS! I feel like going for a holiday. I am holidaying now but i mean like getting away from Singapore. Suddenly, I feel that im no longer that its-okay-to-make-mistakes kind of ling hui i used to be anymore. Small, tiny, mild mistake i'd made can send me feeling hell, and i'll just give up."That's it!" i would say. The feeling that im feeling right now is horrible, worst than mugging for Os. Perharps, i should go back to Malaysia with my parents this Chinese New Year. I miss my cousins too.
This is one of the proud pieces i've done. (:
till then peeps. Life is full of shits isn't it?
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